It gets cold
I can’t get to the last line on the page
My sisters cry themselves to sleep
I can’t speak
I hurt for everything and everyone
I forget what it’s like to breathe
I can’t remember to forget about the heartache
I put on some mascara
I cover my dark circles
I swallow my pride
I live for today
I watch them die
My mother cries herself to sleep
I choose to ignore what’s really wrong
I sleep listening to whales crying
I try to find hope in his words
I fail
I wake up again
To a new me everyday
But everyday remains the same
I look for magic
In the shape of buildings from my rooftop
I stare for too long
I forget that my body belongs to me
I remember watching you
Racing raindrops falling on the window
With your hair hanging down your shoulders
I am seeing you soon
I am done living where the air doesn’t reach
I finally read the last line on the page
“You are part of a brand new world”
